what i have done .. is what i shoudl have never done .. if you knew or know what this is about then you .. understand how my mind can take things out of contexts and its quite bad .. i try and and never think about anything that i have done .. or at least not regreat it .. but shit fuck me till the world ends .. for this i wish never had happen kinda .. now that i started this again . i know where it will lead in time so i need to say it in a way no one will get unless you know me and my crazy mind ..
so yes i did sedn that to you .. yes i meant it .. no id dint wish to make you feel that but yet i have .. and now i see what i did .. i fucked it up .. i should have knew better .. and know we talk like it was nothing .. but yet we have complet convos over .. and we seem to talk more now than we did .. what happen . .and when you say a few things it makes me wonder if i still like you .. or if im ove thinking .. it can be both .. it bugs me to know the things i know and feel .. but theres nothing more i can do .. but wonder if you feel some of what i feel .. but yet i know not to ask .. cause of what i know that you are doing .. so i say this .. fuxk what i did .. and i can promise you i will not try again .. or if i may never care like i did
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